three quarter cooked

I'm 34weeks along and to be completely honest,i feel so done being pregnant!6 weeks to go but that feels like a lifetime.the reason i'm feeling like this is probably because of work.

i feel so done with all the crazy,insignificant workloads and having a workaholic ladyboss is definitely not helping at all.i'm throwing my PPA out of the window.screw appraisals and work!

to top it off,being apart from myreen just drives me off the wall.i'm a huge emotional ball right now.i know its bad for the baby but i can't help it!

my internal transfer didn't happen and that frustrates me the most.i know there's silver lining to all of this,but right now i'm too devastated to actually see it.knowing that right after maternity i'll still be in that position bums me out!

My enthusiastic,perky self is long gone.

BFFs

My new bff is here and she's here to stay. It's none other than the infamous back pain that pregnancy has brought along. The amount of back pain is just so crazy especially in 3rd trimester. In fact, this time around, it's a lot worse compared to when i was carrying Myreen.

my other bff, is Mr Braxton-Hicks. How lovely to have be acquainted with you again, Mr Hicks.So lovely for you to come pay me a visit, sooner than i thought!I know i should be glad i had a rather smooth pregnancy. I managed to dodge the normal pregnancy shenanigans like nausea, terrible mood swings and the works. 1st and 2nd trimester were a breeze. Alhamdulillah.

Here I am 33 weeks along with another 7 weeks to clock in (or sooner) then we'll get to meet the 2nd Little Nik.Felt like i'm perpetually pregnant!

Baby Steps

exactly one week before turning 10 months,our little girl took her first steps! 3 steps to be exact. *do chicken dance* well,that's the good news part.the bad news,we weren't there to see it since she's staying with me madre till i deliver (back story is too lengthy.maid issues!).

of course i was beyond sad not being able to see my munchkin ticked another  development milestone off the list ,but at the same time, I was very happy that she's all well and happy! she may be slightly ahead of her peers but one thing being a mom taught me,babies grow at different rates!So,there is no use to compare your baby to another.

Now that she's walking,time to do proper baby proofing! *frantically hides everything*